Being alone again is something I honestly didn't expect. If anything, when we first got back together, I thought I'D be the one to end it, if that ever happened. But I figured that was foolish. We'd been through enough hard stuff before--this would be a breeze. We loved each other, after all. Love conquers all things!
Except parents. And unchangeable circumstances/characters. I should have figured that out.
I haven't eaten anything today, and I probably won't for a very long time. It's almost as if my stomach is in tune with my emotions. When my emotions say, "I'm screwed up. I don't want anyone or anything around me forever," my stomach goes, "Oh okay, me neither! No food for you!"
In other news, I just recently finished reading John Dies At the End. I hated it at first. Really stupid, tons of errors (grammatical and otherwise), and very boring. But after a chapter or two, I got sucked into it. It does pick up after a bit, and it gets pretty interesting. I enjoyed the read, often having difficulty choosing between sleep and finishing a chapter. Note--you MUST read the prologue and epilogue. It really isn't optional, unless you want chunks of the story missing. Also, this is a book for a very select demographic: i.e., nerdy, sci-fi, post-apocalyptic, Cracked.com readers. So, me. And very few people I know.
Well, as much as I'm actually enjoying being distracted, I have to go get ready to help with a kids thing tonight and be swarmed by lovey, oblivious little ones while my heart feels like shredded pork (sans deliciousness).
This really does suck.
_Niko_
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